In every moment you are creating an entire world with trillions of choices and you do it every moment without effort. The fact that you keep creating the same thing is just that you have forgotten to appreciate yourself. You forgot that it is all from you and you are the power that creates everything you experience. You forgot that you are connected to all that is and influence all that is in every moment.
All you have to do is remember and embrace your own magnificent ability to create and create the next experience to be what you want. Appreciate all the wonderful things you have created thus far and chalk up the less than wonderful as simply the wrong turn or learning tool that it was or is.
You will without a doubt get to all your wonderful moments and fulfill every dream you choose, it is just a matter of when you get to experience it in this time space reality.