Always remember that the world and your experiences are a mirror. They always reflect what you are holding as your vision. If you don’t like what you see then it is easy and simple to change by revising the vision you have within. Or you could keep doing what you have been doing and work hard, struggle and sacrifice only to persevere if you are lucky and then only temporarily. The world will always continue to reflect what you are creating. It’s like molding your clay into something and blaming the clay for it not turning out the way you want and then trying to mold the clay by changing the room around it.
Just relax and take a break and learn how to think in a way that makes magic happen all around you. It is so much fun and doesn’t cost a penny and requires no work, struggle or sacrifice.